i need you to tell me. why, out of every living creature in this world, out of every cat, out of every dog, out of every elephant, out of every butterfly, out of every ant.. am i, a human, living in this body, living in this mind, living in this fu.cked-up society, living in these constant expectations, living with these grades that barely qualify me as a person, living among these thick, solid walls preventing me to be who i am, living in this piss-poor world, living amongst these sick twisted people, living surrounded by constant wars, by constant sufferment, by constant torture? why couldn’t it have been anybody else. why couldn’t it have been that cat, that dog, that elephant, that butterfly, that ant. why do i have to be part of the smartest species on the earth, so aware of my surroundings, so given up about everything left that has not been taken by us?