you know what's funny? after you make the decision to escape, as soon as the p!lls enter your throat, as soon as you step off that ledge, most of the people will think "wait...I don't want to do this, wait no." and they wished they could've thought this through more,no matter how many days, months, years they hated their life, the last second they take it, they wished for more time. so why not start now? THIS IS A PSA,SCRATCH
親愛なるイーサンへ お元気ですか?元気そうに見えますが、あのね。この前会った時は、あまり元気そうじゃなかったのに。今でもあなたのことを心から大切に思っています。私の初恋の人よ。どうか、どうか、これからも頑張ってください。彼女もあなたに同じことを言ってくれるといいな。