So yeah... I'm really debating quitting right now. One of my best friends quit, and the other hates me and he wont tell me what I did wrong, and I'm, cause I feel like I'm doing something wrong but I don't know for sure, and I'm paranoid about that, and crying about it last night for almost an hour. I'm so stressed out right now, with getting a flip phone, teaching martial arts, and managing singing in front of people while at the same time still having fun and doing schoolwork. I mean, I love all the friends I've made on here, but they don't seem to care anymore, and it feels like my IRL friends aren't really my friends, just using me so I'll buy them lunch. And I had a halloween party I sung at on Satuday and my parents are coming, and I've never sung before in front of anyone but my closest friends. And please don't get mad, or yell at me in the comments or get mad IRL because I'm really sensitive, REALLY REALLY SENSITIVE TO BULLYING AND STUFF, and if someone says something mean, my depression comes back, so just kindly refrain from doing that. I already have imposter syndrome, and that'll just make it worse. And if you don't know what that is, it makes me feel like I'm not good enough, and I keep failing when in reality I have no idea, and it makes me nervous before band concerts and projects.
Just comment below, honestly, if I should leave or stay, please. And don't pity me, if you want me to delete my account, tell me. I AM NOT DOING THIS FOR ATTENTION I AM 100% SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. And you better not think I am, trust me/
