HOLD ON please watch the actual series before reading. there will be spoilers and rando shipping every here and there so read at your own risk. [chosen pov. these stupid names bro] if you see song lyrics credits to them. To see Darky's stupid face again. She took my fingers to her mouth as I started to fear. My face was drowned out with emotions and while my cheeks were turning red. I pushed my lips together and watched. What was she trying to do? Just to make a joke out of me? Mock me like a zoo animal. Calling me crazy. Intense focus on my eyes. I didn't know what to look at. I'm not sure if I wanted this. I wasn't sure if I loved her or if I was scared. Intimidating. I had no control now. It's too late to pull my hand away. So I had just sat there not knowing what to do. Waiting for her next move. I wanted to flash my stormy eyes at her but I feel paralyzed by it. She flashed her brown eyes all over me. I wanted to scream but I can't right now. Even after all this she stole everything from me. I've seen the way she is like everyone else when v!olence was always key. And she said she never cared and I guess that was fine. I could never let it go as she swung me around into a dance. Never thought of anything at that point. She hated my friends and all she wanted was me. My friends never mattered at all. Only one thing makes me stay, and she's in front of me. I never meant for this to happen and neither did I think it would end out this bad even to beyond my imagination. The way her brain was wired and the fabric of reality was something god knows I will never understand. My photo album on the floor opened up to what we called our greatest moments. As she was dismissive with all the questions and ideas, saying there is no such thing as bad thoughts, only your actions talk. Dark's words are like knives. It was hard to know if she was doing this to purposely hurt me or if she genuinely thought it was a nice thing to do. She wasn't good at doing good things. Though she did good things in my head. When it's all made believe, why does it feel like a crime? It had angered me that I couldn't slide all the facts together because I didn't know what was true and what wasn't. I knew I had given myself a bad name across the outernet so I can't ask the locals. there were paged turned and bridges burned. I've got no reason to be afraid. so I'll run away. that's it bro T^T empty brain.
thank you to: alan becker [yt] for the characters @kigwats and friends irl if ur those friends who told me to do it and know me irl you know who you are.
