why do some of my friends keep bashing my interests..? the day after valentines', i went to @-Motter_Jr- 's house for a party/sleepover and some other friends were there. well we did a hear me out cake for fun and ofc i put all the queen members (and link bc..why not). well we were all explaining why we had said people on the cake and it was my turn. i was about to yap abt brian may bc i love him and the second i show the photo of him (from the 70s, fyi), one of our friends blurted "UGLY." ...excuse me? i was holding back everything trying not to cry and reach over that table. i mean i know i'm not him so i shouldn't be offended that he got called ugly but he's one of my favorite people ever? he's literally one of my idols that i absolutely aspire to be like... and you straight up disrespect him like that? how much nerve do you have? i had to walk away because i was afraid i was gonna break down into tears. i didn't say anything about her choices because i respected them so why couldn't she do the same? a month or so earlier she implied the same about freddie... she asked who the finest queen member was and ofc i said him and she looked at me like i was insane. he was absolutely beautiful and i will defend him until i drop dead. you don't get to just make fun of my idols like that when i have never done that to you..? i feel like an idiot for crying over men i've never met especially in front of my friends but i just felt so shunned for my opinions.
part 2 bc i'm a little drama queen (omg!!!) who just finished bawling her eyes out bc of this <3 i've been having a bad day i was on the phone with a friend (if you've been reading my profile comments, it's the girl who wouldn't let me talk) and we started sending pins to each other back and forth whilst giggling and kicking our feet until i sent a flamingo (albert, the ytber) pin bc it's kinda my secondary hyperfixation rn and she straight up said "i don't mean to be that person but...that's not very funny..." girl... if you "don't mean to be that person" THEN DON'T BE THAT PERSON?? idc if you don't find it funny but I DO so don't say that to my face..? i'm aware i can be corny from time to time but i'm having fun, you don't have to ruin it. sometimes i don't find what she says very funny either but i still giggle a little and never say anything about it bc i want her to think good about herself. also, her mom hates me. how bored do you have to be as a grown woman to sit and call a 14 year old girl narcissistic for not having time to call your daughter because she's busy? i'm not cruel for having plans. i don't hate her, she says the wrong thing at the wrong time sometimes and it (clearly) hurts my feelings. that's all for now, thank you for reading this far darlings. it means a lot that someone's listening. <3
