[Walk Straight North: Track Five] -------- This song is about my guilt and is probably the most vulnerable in the album. I constantly feel as if I'm not deserving of all the good things I have in my life. I put on a front to make sure everyone thinks I'm doing well because I need validation to feel okay about myself -------- Lyrics: We always try to improve our lives Push it down, put on a smile Tell everyone we've got it better They all believe we've got it better If I'm afraid of being alone Then why do I push people away To be the sole victor is sweeter I believe that it tastes sweeter Sometimes I lie to keep them safe I'm emotionally unstable inside But overall I'm happier You believe that I feel happier I think sometimes I slip up Should I really miss the pain Therapy does nothing if I don't say That every day I feel I'm slipping more and more I've got it all, a wonderful life I dance, I laugh, I sing, I smile Look at me I've got it better Everyone believes I've got it better
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