So yes this is real and I'm not joking... I'll be taking a really long break from scratch and I may never come back but hopefully you guys will understand :) It's just been hard with homework home life and mental issues so ya..... There's so much more I want to say but I just can't say it... I can't think or form the words I want to say.. All I know is that I just want to thank you all for encouraging me and inspiring me to keep making art. You guys were my driving force and I'll forever be appreciative of that.... Just know that I love you all and I hope you all are nice and safe. Being on scratch was probably the best times of my life, you guys saw me improve and build up my potential and for that I'm forever grateful:] I never truly kept my word to you guys and I'm still guilty about that to this day... I wanted you to see what I could do, I wanted you to be proud of me... I wanted you to see red flower grow. but, sometimes things happen.... My mental health isn't good but it isn't bad either... I just really want to focus on schoolwork and myself. I may or may not come back with this alias, I promised you guys so much and I gave you all so little. but I do know that one day I'll be able to make up the promises that I weren't able to keep. I wanted to say this for so long but I felt so bad about leaving you guys out of nowhere... I truly hope you guys could understand and I know you guys will I just... Felt really bad I guess. But I guess that's really all I have to say for now anyway since I can't really think of words right now.... I hope I'll see you again soon.... :]
