I don't know anymore. It's so HARD to carry someone's life. I never thought I would EVER have to do this, EVER. I shouldn't have to deal with this kind of stuff, Nobody should. I pray for anyone going through the same problems. They're so happy all the time, yet they come to me sad, I don't know what to do about it. How do I help someone? Is telling someone betrayal? Will I F it up somehow? What if it happens, what if. Ugh whatever. I just need to let off some steam. What do I even do anymore. DW, I'm not gonna do it. I just pray for my friend/gf that they're ok
