I say this for me and tons of other people. you're an amazing person! I understand you've been through pain others might not understand, you deserve peace and love! Lots of people love you and know you're wonderful! You have tons of good friends who I'm sure will listen to anything and should be there for you through EVERYTHING!! I hope wherever you go, whatever you do, you are healing and becoming a better person mentally. We will miss you and understand if you never come back so if you don't, let this be a final message: We love you and hope you have an amazing life like the amazing person you are!
