venus, planet of love ₊ ° ⊹ a cranehymn srp

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"watch as the planet of venus is destroyed, and all the love inside has crumbled"... ₊ ° ⊹ the world is cruel. often cranehymn looked to the world and asked "why do you torment me?" she loved. she loved and love was taken. oh starclan, why did you let these things happen? her paws were bloodied. at the age of 31 moons, she had already witnessed more death than she would have liked. oh she hated it. cloverhaven was her mentor, her real mentor. [HE'S OUT TO GET YOU- HE WON'T STOP LOOKING] she loved her, despite her harsh training. when she finally made peace, finally let her love show, she was gone in a flash, oh starclan, why? then came belladonna. her sister, her savior. she loved bella more than life, and she felt a sense of safety with her. [YOU'RE NOT SAFE, HE IS LURKING] she couldn't stop her. she couldn't stop her from dying, and she just /watched/. what was /wrong/ with crane?! [YOU'RE JUST LIKE HIM; YOU'LL NEVER BE ANY DIFFERENT] she couldn't let anyone go. they would leave. they all will leave. nothing ever lasts forever. then came seraphim. sera was the best thing that had ever happened to her. [DON'T GET TOO CLOSE, SHE'LL BE GONE TOO] she couldn't get too close, she couldn't. her heart was falling and she had to catch it before it was too late. she couldn't let her love go there again or she would be gone too. nothing will ever last. then there was lionwander. she loved him so much. her cousin, he had always been there. from kithood, he had been there. as she grew closer with him, she appreciated him more, opened her heart more. she had already loved too much, crossed the line. she needed to hold onto him, or who knew if her love could hurt him too, but it wouldn't. [HE'LL LEAVE YOU, JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM] she couldn't let that happen. she wouldn't. lionwander needed her, just like she needed him. [HE DOESN'T NEED YOU- YOU'LL NEVER BE LOVED] she would hold onto him. like she held onto the rabbit for cloverhaven. like she held belladonnapride before she left. like she held the flower seraphimsurmise gave her. and now, she would hold onto lionwander, and starclan knew, she would never let go. because nothing ever lasts forever but this had to, right? [BETTER WATCH OUT, SLEEP WITH AN OPEN EYE] "Îmi pare foarte rău" ₊ ° ⊹