tw regarding my disapperance , I tried swerslide attempting like twice or thrice . . I don ' t remember . . . . . . . . . I d on ' t want to it was so painful . . all I can say is I tried overdsing with fluoxetine and jumping off high places constantly to tire and break my bones until I couldm ' t walk anymore but it just backfired my parents found out and foro nce they carred only when I was about to d1e recently someomd tried grooming m eback into darkshipong.... I noticed they glazed and mentioned stridercest a lot it was werid . I ' m recovering and I blocked thej m ok? ok. I looked down my knees my ankles all disarrayed and blodoy and scarye... I actually forgogt about most of this s since I just felt Ike I blacked out then got into the psych ward. . o ya they took me to a psych ward and I hated that place like a lot no one was normal and I know that ' s like finding a fork in the kitchen but yua... . . every1 sucked there . . but I ' m glad to be back home , even if my parents don ' t trust me extra . sorry for worrying u all , I love you @vixyeen and @puppymaw is the bestest amazingest oomf . . even if ur mega famous LOL I understanf : D regarding pf commetns I ' ' m ok now.mycousinsjustverysexuallyabusivetomeandihatehimforit and he ' s homo /transpohbic. . . but c ' mon we have bigger fish to fry and idek who I am who am I whos fronting soz . . . - someone , whoever I am , out ty for liek, da two peopl who cared 4 me here< 3