working on 100 follower special, almost there! working on obsolete meat dw healer trio working on map part and cce story/update: i was venting to my friend one day... i showed her a picture of my arm and she got really worried for me as i continued venting, she went quiet, she is the best friend i could ever ask for. she always knows what to do. i knew once she went quiet she was already screenshotting it, in panic i asked,"Melia..? Please keep this a secret???" "you will right???" "PLEASE PROMISE ME" too late... 5 seconds later my parents called my name, i slowly walked down the stairs, shaking, i saw their faces.... the looks of concern. they said "what have you been talking to amelia about..?" and i tried my best not to cry. ik she did the right thing... but it hurts... i love her so much but now i trust her that little bit less and my parents? lowered expectations, and are a little nicer to me now!
These songs are what i relate to the most. btw i wasnt getting better i was just afraid of "wanting attention" but now im getting better!!!!!!!!! everyone wants to be someone else, i promise someone wants to be you. they say "reach for the stars", but they also say "be realistic" but i say, be yourself. a smile doesn't mean joy but a frown doesn't always mean sadness, never judge a book by its cover They say, being gay is a sin... its strange? HOW COME OTHER ANIMALS DO IT ASWELL? HOW COME ANIMALS DONT DEVOTE THEIR LIFE TO GOD? HOW COME THEY DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SINNING? <333333333333 LOVE YALL <333333333333333
