YAP-DUMP #6

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hey cadence (@thetwotimer) told me if i drew forsaken, i'd explode and HEY LOOK AT THAT IM ALIVE. (btw this is only a sketch i'll draw the c00lkidd i wanted to draw tmr) anyways yeah i was gonna play with my friend today.. but we probably gonna play tomorrow so chances are livestream is next week... srry gng i also genuinely feel scared and i want to do smt else other than just gameplay sooo imma think this week AND ALSO next next weekend i'm going on a short trip to seattle (so like the week where it's only march- 6th-8th i believe) guys if you go inside i may or may not have been having fun with python and wrote "i will sing the 6-7 song" "and you will sing along" guys i wasn't insane at 11pm trust just trust me gng </3 python sang the 6-7 song with me trust guys if you solve 30-40 math problems every day and read a chapter in a tale of two cities and also do typing and python and forget about grammar homework and rush to do it and also stress about a science test and scream because your term 2 grades are horrendous and lock in to try and get better grades in term 3 and realize that your pre-algebra grades need to be an 85% or higher to get into algebra next year or you get killed and the only things in school you look forward to is specialty (term 3 is visual arts) and break / lunch, then would you not go insane??? AAAAEAEAEAEDEOFJWOFHWEOMAWWF i also don't know if i have epression anxiety or both i swear i SWEARRRRR i feel like someone's always watching me and i tend to like try to fit in because at my old school... i used to get very bullied no not bullied idk what a word for this is psychologically assaulted?? i just got so many negative remarks and kept getting called a furry when i was a therian it gave me so many bad memories that it just rolled off of me eventually and guys it TOTALLY helped that i had friend problems and the group i was in was LITERALLY just bullying me as well idk if i was with friends or enemies half the time that's where i learned how to curse and that's when i regret what i did in life OH AND DID IT HELP THAT THE SUMMER BEFORE I WENT TO A SCHOOL FULL OF PEOPLE I KNOW I GOT BETRAYED AND FORGOTTEN AND BACKSTABBED? of course it did (not) look i just don't wanna talk about it. but cad if you're reading this remember how you asked me how i don't remember my summer that's just because i don't WANT to remember my freaking hell of a summer but i remember it all too clearly. if you've known someone for like a year EVEN IF they've been an online friend they tell you that their leg might get amputated and you show real concern and after a s^1tty summer they disappear for 5 days and then say "i'm sorry ---. i can't keep lying. i hope you have a good rest of your life. i'm really sorry. goodbye." i haven't brought that up in a couple of months.. but still what was she lying about? i remember one time she told me that they loved me (as a friend ofc) was THAT a lie too?? if she was lying why didn't she just tell me and be done with it. ANYWAYS where was i oh right 6-7