sometimes i wanna do sh but i remember that i cant because my parents will think im crazy and send me to a therapist which i actually kinda need because of trauma but since i cant do sh i use a pencil which when i scratch my skin with it, it leaves red marks which looks likes scars and i do it at school sometimes and someone saw me and they were like, "do you cut urself??" and i said no i cant because my parents will think im crazy. but just right now i was doing it because i was bored and i accidentally did it a lil to hard and it kind made a bump in my arm so it looks like i actually did it and i dont want my mom to think i actually hurt myself so know i have to say i scratched it at school...yea im a psycho :3
sh means s3lf harm btw lol