I know I've been off and on Scratch for a while (and I doubt anyone will read this) and it's because I really haven't been in a great place for the past few months for many reasons. There are three main reasons though that I won't be going into too much detail into but here they are: For starters, I came out to my mom as trans last year and I thought she'd be supportive since she's shown support for other trans people but apparently, to her, I'm too "Feminine" to be trans and she refuses to think of me as a guy. She also outed me to my VERY tr^nsph^bic and h^moph^bic dad, and I ended up having a nasty mental breakdown. My mom also won't let me get a ch^st binder even though she knows how incredibly insecure I am. The second reason is that I'm very sure I have depression. I'm constantly daydreaming of being in a better place and have a hard time doing basic things like eating, sleeping, or doing anything related to hygiene. There are also other reasons, but they are very personal and I'm not comfortable sharing them. The third reason is because I just don't know what to post. I also don't have the energy to do much like draw or make animation memes like I used to, so I haven't posted anything for a while. But pls don't worry about me, I'm in a respectively safe place and don't plan on quitting Scratch anytime soon since it's my safe place :]
