So uh I'm kinda contemplating leaving scratch. I dunno I'm not really having fun anymore lol. I guess I'm just tired of like trying to force out more projects for the sake of potentially being somewhat more relevant and get more followers or smth? Plus like I'm not happy with how I draw when I do animation memes and I kept promising myself to work on several things including a Valentine's thing for last week(?) but I didn't do any of them at all. I don't really have much ideas or motivation to post things that aren't art dumps anyway and I haven't finished my sketchbook and the stuff I wanted to show in an art dump is now gone bc I lost the sketchbook I was using at the time. Also like I don't even go on here much anyways and I need to focus on school work even tho my lowest grade is like 81 or smth but I'm not proud of that bc if my grades fall any lower I have to go back to my old school the rest of high school so yeah. Plus like I'm dealing with gender stuff rn. So imma just dip for a bitty. Which I've already been doing anyways so I dunno why I'm deciding to say it but whatevs.