ꗃㅤplease oh please i've talked in the past about how i've stopped holding grudges against people. how they don't matter anymore, so i'm letting them go. although that may be true to an extent, i still can't let go of everything. how people think of me still matters honestly, a great amount. although i'm not afraid to have an opinion anymore, it still takes a lot to share it, especially when i'm worried people will hate me for it. for all i say about not caring, i still care an awful lot. ㅤlyrics [verse 1] Baby, baby, do you think I'm crazy? Do you think that I could make it, make it? Hate me, hate me, baby, do you hate me? Do you think that I could save me, save me? Tell me what you adore, shape me into your Perfect idea of what I should be I'll just take it up, cause I care too much To stray away from who you think is me [prechorus] I say that I've stopped caring I say my tears are dry But it's plain to me, that you can see There's still water in my eyes [chorus] Please, oh please, oh, I need you to love me I need it like air, no need to breathe The words I speak, they don't match what I think I tell you who I wish I could be Please, oh please, oh, I need you to think that I'm so cool and perfect, effortlessly I say I don't care, that it's not a big deal Did you know I can lie so easily? [verse 2] No one hates you if you've got the talent Do I have that? I don't think I have that Baby, baby, how long before they hate me? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know Always doing what you want to do Scrapping anything that's not approved Baby, my life revolves around you Do you know, do you know, do you know Tell me what you adore, shape me into your Perfect idea of what I should be I'll just take it up, cause I care too much To stray away from who you think is me [prechorus] I say that I've stopped caring I say my tears are dry But it's plain to me, that you can see There's still water in my eyes [chorus] Please, oh please, oh, I need you to love me I need it like air, no need to breathe The words I speak, they don't match what I think I tell you who I wish I could be Please, oh please, oh, I need you to think that I'm so cool and perfect, effortlessly I say I don't care, that it's not a big deal Did you know I can lie so easily? ㅤcredits instrumental: prod. klimlords beats lyrics: jiyeon vocals: jiyeon, using bandIab mixing: jiyeon thumbnail: jiyeon, using canva ㅤꗃㅤ'it's only been a lifetime'