And uh... I really haven't been looking forward to it at all. Somehow, it just feels like another day is passing, and nothing changed. Nothing special, nothing interesting, no nothing. I mean sure, I got gifts, but I just feel like not much has changed at all. So many things have been running up and down my spine and into my brain that I just can't seem to find the happy in it. I'm sorry I haven't done anything at all. But uh, even though I don't feel like it'll happen... I hope that next year won't be as bad. That's my only wish right now on the candles I'll blow out. Thank you all for the memories so far. And especially thanks to @rixtyd and @wigiboy24, they're really great people to hang out with. So uh, yeah. bye. See you tomorrow.
