WELCOME TO.. the prj?? ok so like.. where do I start?? Maybe from the beginning lol. So.. there is this guy named...let's call him K for privacy reasons. Let me just get this out: I RECENTLY STARTED CRUSHING ON THIS GUY :D. And with my past crushes, I've NEVER EVER EVER EVER confessed (confess ur love atleast just say-) so this dude was like...DIFFERENT. (Im just saying that because thats what my dumb ah thinks) so yk what I did? I..uh... gave him a letter that said "i hAvE a cRuSh oN yOu, K." no cuz thats literally what it just said. (dead serious). And I don't really know what he said because he.. never replied. I was kind of sad but also kind of relieved. Cuz he wasn't one of those guys who told EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN PERSON that somebody liked him. And at that time, only one person knew. LITERALLY I WOULD TRUST THEM WITH MY WHOLE LIFE- one of my besties V (privacy reasons!). And I'm friends with @HOLIDAY_HI irl right? SO I told her and our other friends that I had a crush on somebody, and that topic would come up atleast..every two weeks? IDK.... but yk THIS ONE DAY. THIS DUMB AH ONE DAY. K's name actually slipped out (ik its rlly stupid but thats what happened). In my brain I literally was like "OH NO NO NO NO NO NOO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO". And they kinda figured it out pretty quickly. I HAVE A CRUSH ON K. (AAH-). but ANOTHER few days later, my guy friend named J was like "wHo yU hAvE a CrUsH oN??" and I was like, "gUeSs" BUT @HOLIDAY_HI was like, "HIS NAME IS K!" (I actually screamed internally) and J was like, "oOooH" (like bro I thought you were a human not a fire alarm) and then TODAY like 5 other ppl KNOW... because K is in my three first periods right? Homeroom has the same three periods for some reason in my school. And very super conveniently, J and K's friend (lets call him Wood) was there. So J, K, and Wood are like in a friend group right? So J told Wood, that I LIKED K. (and I was thinking about a lot of ways to end J) so Wood is a in a table behind me and is like- "I know who you like, Meghana!!" HE ACTUALLY WIGGLED HIS EYEBROWS LIKE NUH UH. I kind of maybe ignored Wood cuz he is my bestie V's ex. But guess what? after second period ended (gym) where like 6 classes where there, @HOLIDAY_HI walks up to me and says, "I SAW K!" (Like nah you have eyes??!) but before I continue let me explain my schedule with this tea: FIRST THREE PERIODS I HAVE J, V, K, AND WOOD, in my class. (math is next but that doesnt matter) LUNCH AND RECESS PERIOD I HAVE J, WOOD, V, and . Last period (ELA) I have J and . So during THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY, whenever J saw me he was like "K!!!!!!!!!!!" and during last period he tried to convince me to go RIZZ UP K. He was like "fOr mE! FoR ! fOr yUr mOm! FoR k!" (yeah whats next? for YOUR crush?) but at the end of the day, I just wanted to get home. I GUESS THATS THE END SO ILL KEEP U UPDATED!!
UPDATE 1: I ADDED A PHOTO OF HIM HEHEHEHEHE UPDATE 2: J told me to jUst gO tAlK tO hIm cuz 'if he can talk to his 'huzz' I can talk to mine' and I kinda cringed because HUZZ is not the word i would describe K UPDATE 3: MY FRIEND ALSO LIKES HIM AHHHH IDK WHAT TO DO NOW + @HOLIDAY_HI why'd you have to call him my man... UPDATE 4: my friend who ALSO likes K is like, "WE SHOULD BE BESTIES CUZ WE LIKE THE SAME GUY" THAT MAKES IT EVEN WORSE AVERY Plus there's this girl in my last period who says SHE ALSO LIKES HIM and J said I should fight her but Im not going to do that cuz shes too divalicious UPDATE 5: I lowk need to tell someone this important thing but idk how yall will react so I might tell @HOLIDAY_HI and my other friends (no we did not get together) UPDATE 6: I forgot to tell yall this but J was kinda being rude and like saying "K IS MY FRIEND YOU CANT STEAL HIM FROM ME" like erm ok gang you do you but he stopped so greatt + we're having a school dance so like IM OBVIOUSLY NOT GOING CUZ MY INTROVERTED AHH IS... INTROVERTED (ok im a ambivert)
