ok so is it normal for someone u were having a good time with and ur relationship was going rlly smoothly and the only thing that was wrong is that I was rlly attached and messaged them a lot and then u had them over and they left and everything was fine and then like 20 minutes after they left u get a message saying that theyre gonna not message me for 2 weeks because they need to focus on things. like u literally could've just told me to stop messaging u as much like plz bro, u just made everything in my life 10 times worse. like stress from school? doubled because I'm stressing that I did smth wrong. the fact that I wanna hurt myself even more now? much much worse. I have planned out the ways to hide the sharp objects. I have so many ways you could've worded it differently. and the worst part? I came home today to at least message them and tell them that my mental health is bad and what I thought about what they sent me and I saw that my messages weren't going through. you wanna know what that means? they probably blocked me. BLOCKED me. because I was messaging them too much. maybe I'm over reacting, but they gave me no context. they were literally over and everything was fine. but then boom. 'i'm not gonna message you for 2 weeks because I need to focus on school and acting'. like ok, word it differently. and don't block me. anyways, this is kinda one of those 'am I the a hole for...' stories on Reddit. u know what I mean? so what do y'all think?
update: I WAS BLOCKED, TEEHEE, my intuition never lies. he unblocked me after seeing this post and seeing how unstable I was. so uh, yeah, that's fun. basically, his sister tattled to his parents what was happening between us (things I will not share because they are personal, but lets just say we aren't rlly allowed to... idk how to word this, be romantic until 16, NOTHING LIKE THE DIRTY THINGS, but like being too close, holding hands, stuff like that) and so he wanted to put distance between us and 'loosen our bond'. its so stupid. still mad at him, LOLLLLL, but its getting better
