I guess this is just a blog post, don’t know quite why I’m here at all really I’m doing alright, learning Java Code - feeling good about it so far, but it’s early days. I’m hoping I’ll find it fun Been diagnosed with depression, I’m on meds, it’s helping Also got diagnosed with ADHD still in the process for medicating that, getting therapy too hopefully My birthday is coming up, I’m going to be 1 year older and I guess that’s scary. I used to have such high expectations for myself. I’m just trying these days, trying to try and sometimes winning I don’t know who I’ll be at the end of all this, not so long ago I was hoping I’d be someone that’s mostly happy, now I think I just want to someone who’s at peace with themselfs more so than not My theory is getting good at something, just one thing at least that I’m really hecking good at, then I think I’d find some peace I need to have my thing It’s really windy outside right now It’s nice