Mapledusk walked through the forest feeling uneasy due to the uneasy ominous silence that followed. She knew it would be a long tedious walk coming ahead of her… Hi welcome to my self roleplay, I hope you enjoy reading and have a great day! She knew that she would never feel the warmth of someone else by her side and never leaving, or did she. Most of her life she was living in the shadow of someone else’s success or happiness or sorrow. It was a thick cloud of fog, you’ll never know which way is out and it just keeps getter darker and darker. Until she was completely lost and never finding her happiness. There was no hope ever, unless someone came to rescue her keep her warm, be happy with her, mourn with her ANYTHING! The thought of living in loneliness her whole life made her sick like the slimy moss that just keeps growing until you’re completely covered. Maple kept going deeper and deeper into the endless thoughts of why she never had company or why she wasn’t good enough for people. And to be honest she’d never thought she’d make it out, but the tiniest spark of hope flickered in her mind and she used it as her anchor. Working her way up past every negative thought because she knew now that someone would come into her life someone would. Someone, someone, someone. She walked back towards camp feeling a new sort of confidence that she build. OK so I’m not super duper proud of this. I challenged myself and tried to write it as I was in Maple’s thoughts and yes, there is a lot going on in my writing… but thats what Mapledusk mind is like. Oh and I did do this on purpose so if any cats are looking for mates… I’m open to roleplay! Anyway hope y’all have a good day/night and thank you so much for reading this! ~Carrie
Writing: @journalcarrie Plot: @journalcarrie Cover art: also
