(Notes & Credits for song) This is a song about being in an unhealthy relationship and not knowing what to do or how to do it. It's about an experience I had a while ago and I felt the need to write about it. Hope you like it!
Okay Until I’m Not Hurt me and then tell me it’s a joke Say you’ll never leave, the next second, i’m alone If i say something wrong you’ll push me away and lock the door What doesn’t kill me only makes me want you more I don’t know why I stay, It’s too hard to leave you I don’t remember who I am without you And I’m bruised, but I'm alright, As long as i’m alive I’m just too sensitive, it’s all my fault I’ll be ok until I'm not Three words you’ll never say, I can just pretend you think it all the time It’s just me, you're perfect, I’m just too breakable for my own good When did I start to question all of your good intentions I should just take the blame You told me not to worry but all you do is hurt me I don’t know why I stay, It’s too hard to leave you I don’t remember who I am without you And I’m bruised, but I'm alright, As long as i’m alive I’m just too sensitive, it’s all my fault I’ll be ok until I'm not When I think it’s over, it's only getting worse I thought that you were perfect at first But I don’t know who you are now, It’s getting harder and harder to pretend I’m fine And I don’t know why I stayed, It was too hard to leave you I think I lost who was without you And I’m bruised but I’ll survive, At least i’m still alive I’m too sensitive And it’s all my fault I said I’d be ok But now I’m not