Just a hug... Augh, my mind haven't stop thinking about xem and it hurts... I back to feeling to wanting to bang my head until it detaches. I miss xem... I really miss xem and it haven't been a day for crying out loud... I want to hug, chat funny stuff or do funny things, care for xem... I just want xem back... But ik I'd be asking too much... Not after what I done in the past... I always said that I will never forget myself for things I have done... And it wasn't just one person... Now I'm up to four lives I possibly ruin... I'm a terrible person and everything just keep flooding back to me... My mind hurts just thinking abt it for ten seconds... It gonna be a while before I recover... Don't worry.... I won't oof myself... Never had the guts to do it but with the pain I might as well have... I'll be ... Fine... Don't worry Abt me... You all take care. And ofc stay safe :'3...
