I don't care who reads this project, but I just wanna put it out there. Recently my mental state has been slowly declining for many reasons. I might need to take a break from scratch but I don't know. I wanna share the reasons as to why I feel this way bc I need to get it off my chest with someone who isn't my therapist :) ───────────────────────────────────── #1: So I had a friend named Clara, she was my sister's, best friend's, boyfriend's little sister. Well recently that boyfriend was heavily drugg3d by his friends, and they told him to k!ll his little brother. Clara jumped in the way so her little brother wouldn't get hurt, but Clara had to pay the price for it. I really miss her, I want her back. ───────────────────────────────────── #2: So my ex, Renae, was absent from school for a long period of time recently, but she came back yesterday. In electives, she said she wanted to talk to me, I don't know why I said yes, but I did. For more context on the stuff Im gonna say in a second, my gf's elective is write next door to mine and electives were about to end. Renae pulls me into the hallway and kisses me. I DID NOT VOLUNTEER FOR THE KISS!! The worst part is that AJ saw me along with her friend. She's mad at me right now, and I'm trying to get through to her. ───────────────────────────────────── #3: My twin sister is currently being hospitalized. She tried to 0v3rd0s3 after a bunch of people followed her and her friend and beat her up because she was trans. We really don't know if she's gonna make it, and I don't wanna lose her. ───────────────────────────────────── Thats really it, but I needed to get these things off my chest. Thank you to whoever decided to read all of this. Nixan out <3
