Okay, so...I gotta say it- I'm don't want to be christian anymore. The church I was raised in discourages trans people transitioning, says gay marriage is sinful, has a lot some racist history, and looks down on people who dress differently or don't marry. I'm just sick of it. I don't want to be part of christianity anymore. (Note: I still wholeheartedly support therian, LGBTQIA+ and christians who support those things. It's the conservative christians who I don't like. While I was never abused - I had a fairly happy childhood in the Church - I receieved a lot of emotional pain from feeling like I was "sinful" and "wrong. My self-esteem and mental health overall has been feeling so much better now that I no longer identify as a christian. I still have to go to church, but I'm not there. I will never be.