☀️ Introduction ☀️ Hi!! I'm Annie, if you don't already know me. I make music and love to sing!! ☀️ What This Project is About ☀️ As a beginner on Band Lab, I made a song which has a long story... So I used to be "scared" of this girl who goes by Nico (@minicoder16) because she seemed cool but I was scared she'd bully me or something (I've been bullying in the past) but one day I got invited/I found (cant remember) the Banner Factory and I joined to see that NICO WAS THE HOST. So one day we started talking and we were eh kinda awkward but it just changed one day. I talked to her more than ANYONE on Scratch (INSANE) and I STILL DO. It was like this for a couple weeks or months and then she posted... her leaving/hiatus project??? I cried while reading what she wrote and everything. So later thait night, I wrote this song. It isn't JUST about her this time. (Buh-duh-BONCH) Most lines are about her, some are about former friendships that screwed up on. So... I hope you enjoy it! If you enjoy this, I kindly request that you consider subscribing to Nyproxcin/Anniie on Band Lab and YouTube. lyrics: [verse 1] the powers out, it's two AM usually, i'd be in bed still waiting for you to come back thunder's loud, I cannot hear foggy air has clogged my ear it'd be better if you were here [pre-chorus] and I know it's not your fault I just get my hopes up a lot thought I was fearless, but i'm clearly not [chorus] I won't act like it's new this time Won't be sleepin' 'cause you know i'll cry keep my thoughts to myself this time 'cause, baby, i'll always love you for life [post-chorus] love you until I die did I mess it up this time? you were my only friend but best things (can) come to an end [verse 2] I know i'm wrong, I always am But come right back, I never played pretend Because I loved you, and I always have, mm Feb twenty-eighth, on the calender, that's the day you decided to leave, I didn't get a say (not angry bout it btw) but i'll still love you anyway [pre-chorus] the idea you had of me, was it good? shouldn't lie to me- wait you should I'd hand you my heart if I could [chorus] I won't act like it's new this time Won't be sleepin' 'cause you know i'll cry keep my thoughts to myself this time 'cause, baby, i'll always love you for life [post-chorus] love you until I die did I mess it up this time? you were my only friend but best things (can) come to an end [verse 3] Why'd you have to leave me? Sorry, I'm being selfish I always make it about me My jokes are bad, I'm a jerk I cannot be a friend But that's what you were If you lost someone, I'd trade my life They'd be standing right here, and you know that I Mean it, my dear, you've seen it And I know it's not your fault I just got my hopes up Thought I was fearless, but I'm clearly not [pre-chorus] Did I screw it up this time? Did I show my love this time? Was I sorry this time? Was it my fault? Yeah, no, it was mine Did I screw it up this time? Did I show my love this time? Was I sorry this time? All I remember is that you were mine [chorus] if we could go back to that one time I was lost so you shared your life I can't give it back this time Guess it'll be like this for life Bandaids won't fix these bullet holes Missed the target and shot me cold On accident Yes, on accident [verse 4 - to nico ONLY] I know I'm dumb, but they all say That I am young, but I know one thing It's you, and sweetheart it's true If I could choose a new online friend I'd choose you over and over again I'll tell you my secret, 'cause I know you will keep it You're on the walls, the floor the ceilin' Like a missin' puzzle piece Please come back, that would mean Everything, the world to me No hypocrite, or diamond ring No longer drowned and fallen, 'cause you fixed my world, taped the sky back up and right before I lost my sanity you came and saved me [pre-chorus] guess we got old, fell through time you say it's not me, but I feel you're lying fine, i'll lay it off, since I tried won't blame it on my self this time plus two points 'cause I know I tried think i've done the best this time [chorus] I won't act like it's new this time Won't be sleepin' 'cause you know i'll cry keep my thoughts to myself this time 'cause, baby, i'll always love you for life I won't act like it's new this time Won't be sleepin' 'cause you know i'll cry keep my thoughts to myself this time 'cause, baby, i'll always love you for life [post-chorus] love you until I die did I mess it up this time? you were my only friend but best things (can) come to an end
