Left ------- I wanted you to stay. I wanted you to stay. You were hurting, and you could've talked about it but instead you moved away. I needed you to stay. You left too soon, ok? No use asking for you to come back, you're grown now anyway. I'd go with you, but I feel like you left too soon. I hated seeing your empty room. I want the year back, I'd go with you. But it's something I'd never tell you. By the way, I've been breaking. Is that how you felt that day? In that case, I guess I understand. You're my blood, don't care if it's half. Because half of me left that day. I wanted you to stay. I'm asking you to stay. Please, i still need you to show me a way. I wanted you to stay. I wanted you to stay. I guess it's too late now. You're grown now, anyway. But I was just a kid and you were eighteen. The goodbye lasted ten seconds when you had been there for me for ten years Now I'm drowning in a variety of fear. I love you still, but why'd you have to leave? I'm sorry you were hurt, I kinda get your pain, but you never really rehearsed the day when you would leave an empty bedroom for me. See what I mean? I think I know what you were thinking. The trees still - shallow breathing. Do you feel like your dad left you? Did you feel alone? Like no one quite got your hurt? Like it was hard to think of something worse? Well; I can carry all your hurt and I'd carry all your plans and I can carry all your hurt and I'd carry all your... Whatever burdens, don't shoulder them alone. I'm older now, I can carry it home. I'll carry all your hurt and I'd carry all your plans. Just don't mess with the message, man. I wanted you to stay. I wanted you to stay. You were hurting, and you could've talked about it but instead you moved away. I needed you to stay. You left too soon, ok? No use asking for you to come back, you're grown now anyway.
-Dema 2:00 AM
