LYRICS: Just the other day I took a walk And found me caught by my thoughts in the rain So as they came I took a pause And had a long dialogue with my brain Thoughts gettin' loud loud loud Back and forth chat goin' round and round in my head I can't turn it down down down Hold it all back so it can't get out or I'm dead, oh And worse than that, they'll have read all The hurtful words I don't dare show to the masses Out of fear that my distractions won't suffice... ..I close my eyes.. ..And all I see are.. Scriptures. They tell of dark what if" results and show me Pictures I try to silence all my faults because if- if I SPEAK then I- I MIGHT LEAK all the less than pleasant shower thoughts you weren't supposed to see Oh, the spotlight Is not where I am meant to be But the spotlight And I are binded so it seems.. Gaze upon my stage and you'll be blinded by the beams Cause I'd- Oh, I'd do anything to keep you, so I'll keep you out of reach Solitary until I can find the- The right piece, path to my peace, oh Would you show if I don't hide the me I'm embarrassed of..? The me.. that I can't break free from? Should I beat her down til I'm leakin' blood? Or is this just what I've become? It was yesterday. I decided I'd go outside today. Taking a walk out inside the rain. Suddenly I'm caught By the marks within my head And the scars within my heart It was yesterday. I'd decided I'd go outside to play. Taking a saunter inside the rain. Suddenly I'm caught within My nauseating thoughts again And everything I'm not until I- Cough ... **** Deep inside my brain! Thoughts gettin' loud loud loud Back and forth chat goin' round and round in my head I can't turn it down down down Hold it all back so it can't get out or I'm dead, oh And worse than that, you'll have read all The hurtful words I don't dare show my connections Out of fear that my affection will be Taken as a token of disgust!
