This isn't really a vent. More like how I feel inside, which is true. I've had friends I thought would work out but every time it always ends somehow which I act neutral when others ask how I feel, but I actually hurt on the inside. Like one used me and only talked to me when her other friends couldn't. I was the one she controlled and it actually bothered me. I acted like I didn't care but I did. Another, we are still talking but not as much anymore. Me and her use to be best friends, we talk over computer since we are homeschooled, we use to be happy sitting in each others presence and enjoyed it. I could trust her to tell her anything. But she started making new friends and my parents says all she mostly does is find any way to find flaws about me. Which THAT hurts a lot because she was my first amazing true friend, so that bothered me and hurt LOTS. Other ones I can't talk about, but inside I feel like I'm just used and it hurts. Probably being dramatic..ANYWAYS BAI POOKIES >:3
