tw death sadness death gore blood. killed by abyssaldestruction pitcherpour was like sad because she was like dying i guess. mostly sad because flutter was like really lesbian but also died without a girlfriend. she really wished.. she could see.. mossclan.. one last time. to see the sunlight flutter through the den walls, to live there, one more time. to give dicentracrown one last smile. one last chance.. to see.. who she could.. have.. been. but it was never meant to be. to apologise to a corpse was to be fruitless, pitcherpour had learned this after licoricefire's death. but she was apologising to her own dead body. i'm sorry for never .. saying .. sorry. i lost the friends you wanted to have, didn't i? it was my fault maplestar wasn't your friend any more. it was my fault you lost licoricefire, right? i could've changed things if i just tried, took the blame, the responsibility. if i'd been more careful. if i'd been smarter, kinder, stronger, better- you could've been someone worth remembering. but you're not. they will forget us. they will forget us and it will be my fault, won't it? pitcherpour gasped because i can't have this all be dialogue ok lol "I-I'm .. sorry. I'm sorry." wait. don't go. please. your breath should not be wasted on apologies. don't close your eyes! please! pri.. i.. should've.. done.. better. goodbye, pitcherpour. i'm sorry i never gave you the life you deserved <3
yeah pitcherpour motivation just absolutely tanked. i grinded too hard as a kit and never recovered motivation sadly. not grinding weekly pred because that involves rping i aint doing ts even though this is really unserious i really will miss pri. i will not miss the stress she gave me though LAWL pri #2 is definitely not me apologizing for all the missed opportunities RIGHT. thanks to @-bunnybloom- for being pitcherpour's yuri to @fallenferns for giving me 100% of her lore for pitcherpour for pitcherpour ref for being really cool! and pitcherpours brother to everyone who roleplayed with me. you made pitcherpour's life worth a lot. shes a shade.
