(tw: sh) i am aware no one looks at my projects but i want to open up about something. im sorry i did this but last night i c_t my wrist. im so sorry. its because ive been doing really bad things (i dont feel comfortable saying what i did) and i realized that i didnt deserve to live. theres about 2-4 (update: i counted, theres 5) marks on my wrist now. i'll use arm warmers to cover them but last night my mom saw.. i told her it was just a rash from me itching myself. again im sorry i did this but its what i deserve. pls forgive me. i probably wont tell anyone about this except 3 close friends (if they promise not to tell anyone else). another reason i did it is because ive just been hating life lately. also I've been overthinking things that people say to me. usually I ignore insults but lately I've been remembering them. but please dont be upset with me. update: I opened up to one of my friend groups and they called me emo... (but my other friendgroup comforted me so its ok) update 2: im doing better guys :) still hate my life but the c_ts are healing and im happier. i plan on opening up to my friendgroup (not the one that called me emo btw) soon!
