Whether u agree or not, these generations suck Cuz tell me why I was just walking out on the track during PE and 2 groups of people, 1 boy group in front of me and 1 girl group behind me just started talking about me like I really didn't approach them, and they just had the audacity to say "ew" when I'm around. The group of girls behind me were looking at me while yelling ew which made me feel targeted, and the boys in front of me did the same but had more words to say to me. And it all crawls up to this one point where one of the boys said "I don't wanna look at her face ever again" ... And ran off with his friends... so then I just decided to go and stop walking on the track (and got a 0 for stopping) just so I can let the thoughts of him saying that fall out like a waterfall coming out of my eyes... I don't like how I look anymore. I just don't... like wth... I don't even feel like anyone cares if I'm down, they'll just laugh at my ugly face and say "Why is you crying ugly ah" ... It's to the point i felt like nobody would understand me if I were to say this out loud. I only cry when nobody seems to buck an eye at me cuz it feels embarrassing to cry in front of people since laughter is the likely response... This bullying was caried out ever since I was in 5th grade. It gets worse the more I try to ignore it. It's easier to have online friends then irl friends. I hate myself... end of this crap since I feel like I'm tempting to grab other people's attention. Love ya and stay safe and positive :)
