maybe i'm not good enough for this world like i'm trying but it ain't working, im slowly feeling like I'm dying deeply inside and it ain't good because my mental health has always been bad. I don't feel loved honestly the only person I know that is here for me is vell. I love him, he is my best friend, my brother and he is always here for me even when times are rough. Maybe I don't deserved to be loved because I always mess things up. -Jaz 3.6.26 i'm so In love w him, he makes me so happy and I'm so happy I'm w him I love love love love love him so so so so so much! -Jaz 3.9.26