You, you know that feeling when you put so much work into something, and everyone who SIGNED UP to help you are being little b tches about it. Makes you feel like you want to pull your hair out, or like c t yourself or something. Makes your back hurt and your hands are literally bl ding because of how overworked they are. But you have to smile and act the funny one, because that who you are to them. The one who has no problem, who doesn't go home and pick at their scalp until it bl ds. The one who does listen to songs about poeple feeling overworked, just to feel validated, and then songs about joy just to put themselves in the headspace of smiling happy and never a problem in the world. I’m tired, I’m so tired.