Recently I've been having a lot of mental issues, including panic attacks. My social anxiety is through the roof rn and I can't see myself coming back to this site for a little bit more. My school year has been terrible so far. all my friends are either in other classes or moved, and my teachers are much worse this year. my grades are dipping and i'm a lot less confident than usual. i've been getting less sleep and somehow getting less work done,, and i somehow haven't made any progress on my manga. There was one morning where I was late to class, and when I walked in and and sat down, it felt like there was some kind of press on my brain and everyone was laughing at me behind my back. I'm not used to stuff like this, i'm normally a pretty happy guy, and it's not like i have a tiny friend group. It's just a lot more difficult to open up to anyone. Everyone i know is getting into relationships and it feels like i'm behind or doing something wrong because i just can't develop a crush for anyone. it's not like i'm gay, but i just can't form anything beyond "this girl looks cute. okay moving on" and i feel really immature because of that. I'm not expecting any advice that could be helpful, because i don't know you and you don't know me, but that's fine as i'm more-so just voicing my thoughts.
My current coping mechanisms are dominic fike and LOTS of bochhi the rock
