idk how i feel anymore, i just wanna leave this house. The thoughts of running away always feel so strong from time to time. Not to mention how my dad always blame things on my phone, luike everything. I vomitted once and my dad still managed to blame my phone. Also, i got reported bc of a rant i made, sayong how i dislike ppl who joke abt E(yk) and D (yk). yet ppl still joke abt it and are let off the hook. why did my friend have to host the sleepover so late bro... I want to leave this house rn. I feel pretty stupid writing this lol, its not that big of a deal ig. Is it bad to not like my dad despite him always getting things and looking after me? am i just rl.ly selfish? prob am ig. sorry for lack of posting too, im just running out of ideas and im flopping like crazy. Dude i used to be so populuar now im just nothing :( anwyays, tahts it ig. don't say you relate and uh don't vent on this. last time i did a vent most of the comment was them giving a scenario and what happened to them irl and 1% of it was a simple sorry. i feel rlly rude, srry guys
