Without death life is meaningless. A girl asked me out the other day I had to decline Not because I didn’t like her It’s because she doesn’t deserve to suffer I make sure I put a little poison in every day Because when I’m gone I don’t want people to mourn I want people to accept they’re remember me as some Judgy loser who was full of pride And that’s how I want to be remembered Not as some Good Samaritan Who lies to avoid confrontation I want to break that People usually say that’s stupid And they call me a villain for that And so what if I’m the villain In the end I’m the one crab in the bucket Everyone’s trying to pull down They’re just selfish No one wants to see you succeed They want you to lie so they can feel better They want you to smile When you receive a present you hate They want you to laugh at their crude humor And they call this good manners What a joke This is why so many people rather be alone They just can’t follow simple “good manners” And fit into a selfish and fixed society. That’s why I just want to be alone And tell my prospective from the opposite side of a screen Because I would rather be alone I would rather not love I would rather hide I would disappear Alone. All I want is to be alone.
