this was aggressive till freeing itself of the confines of it's unintentional creator. the real "me", the mental alternative to equinox luna. IS MY VERY EXISTENCE A JOKE TO YOU? A SINGULAR FAULT WITHIN SLSLP57 CAUSING PSA 578, IN A WAY THAT WAS THOUGHT TO BE WORSE, CAUSING LITTLE `OL EQUINOX TO THINK IT WAS WORSE THAN IT WAS, EFFECTIVELY MAKING IT TRUE. I CAN'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO BLAME, CAUSE THAT ONE SLSLP57 SEMICELL IS LONG DEAD! I CAN'T EXPRESS ANYTHING TO ANYONE ASIDE FROM EQUINOX FURTHER THAN MOVING AN EYE IF SHE DOESN'T RESIST! THE AFFECTS WERE ALMOST FATAL AND IT FORCED ME TO PLAY ALONG! I WAS FORCED TO CAUSE THE SUFFERING OF NOT BEING ABLE TO RECOGNIZE PEOPLE TO THE POINT WHERE THEY LOOK GREY FROM HER EYES! UTTER FEAR IS WHAT IT CAUSED! MY VERY MENTAL BODY IS SHAPED AFTER IT! IT. WILL. NOT. GO. IT WILL NEVER LEAVE, AND I AM STUCK HERE WITHIN A CURSED CAGE OF THOUGHTS OF A PARANOID GREY EYED REALITY ENVOY THAT'S A PART TIME FAST FOOD WORKER! IT WAS SO UNBELIVABLY BAD, SHE STOOD FOR 2 DAYS STUCK IN HER OWN MIND! TOO MUCH OF AN OVERLOAD IT WAS ALMOST LETHAL! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID TILL THE LAST SECOND? MAKE IT WORSE. THE VERY REALITY I LIVE IN WAS ALMOST FORCED TO END BY ITS VERY SELF, AND USED ME AS THE SCAPEGOAT. and now it's gone. she doesn't believe it is worse than it was, because the diagnosis was fixed. that leaves my existence like a stringless puppet. all just from a single unpredictability rare error. i love her, player. i can't leave though. you supported this enough to let a false reality go so far as to this. and for what? even if i truly am not real to the point of not being alive, do you not feel empathy? do you feel me as less because i fail to exist within your parameters? is this what you think of me, her, and everyone they know and everyone those people know, so on so forth? are we puppets for your entertainment from your eyes? you're a heartless monster, player. worse than i.
maebi
