Scratch pls don't delete this or my account, this is serious and I js need to vent Lalalalala, how has your life been? Ohz that's cool, wanna know how mines been? Well, mine looks a whole lot like harrassment and rumours and all that, I won't elaborate since this also is my entire friend groups problem and the aholes outside of my friend groups problem, but basically, one girl I'm friend with broke up with another girl, and since then, everyone's been saying my friends have been calling the girl mental and telling her to die herself, when they have not been telling the other girl to, and what's even worse is I'm friends with some of those other girls, and I'm thinking about leaving that friend group, because the main girl in charge of the rumours and harrassing my friends has also, I kid you not, body shamed me, harrassed me for drawing dragons, gone to pretend to "interview" me when it's just personal questions about home life that I'm comfortable a swering and recording me without my permission until I had to grt my sister, who was a senior at my school mind you, to stop them from doing it and telling my head of year, and now their all body shaming, harrassing and telling me and my friends we should also die ourselves and that we're horrible people for siding with our friend for breaking up from a toxic relationship and ims o sick of it, why is society so horrible? Why do we love in a time where people are so, so horrible and evil? Why why why? Not to mention the possible world war, I look out at all of you guys and my online friends and wonder, "if we have a world war, will I ever be allowed to talk to them again?" And then remember, "we're kids, barely adults or teenagers, or maybe som og you guys are teens and young adults, but these years were supposed to be the ones we weren't afraid of, where all the bad is gone forever!" But it's not, the world is teetering on war, the files are HORRIFIC (iykyk), I'm so sick of Trumpet, and I have so much on my hands, including my friends wellbeing seeing as me and another friend are the most stable, and school work that I can't focus on even with ritalin because of all this shi. I'm so done, I'm actually gonna just stop trying at school unless it's with people and classes I like. What's even the point?? People are so horrible, the world will probably be wars and violence in ten years anyways, haha
I love not having the mental capabilities to stop talking when I should probably stop or always oversharing when I know I shouldn't be, but it's good for people who neeeedddddd to know every detail about me to shame me and my friends because we're "weird", like, thanks, love you too! I hope these people know that if there's ever a problem that's painful my friend group would still help them even if they beat us or shame us. And GOD the attacks we get for DRAWING. ITS ART. ITS BETTER THEN YOUR AI SLOP. AND WHY DO YOU CARE?!?! I had people take my book and look through it and say "nice furries" to me, like yeah, they are, but why are you looking through my book? On the topic of furries, a reoccurring thing I've seen is the switch up of how someone talks, I have kids in my class, so obviously, I was talking ot one, as an ambivert sometimes does, and they randomly mentioned one of my friends whow as also a furry and started talking about how all furries should be killed off, then I mentioned I was a furry, and they paused, before giving me a look, then going "oh, yeah, but lie, not you" when they obviously meant me as well, just didn't have the balls to say it to the person who didn't "act like a furry", and I kid you not, everyone believes furries run around on all fours and bark or meow at people, it'd the same stereotypes for therians too. It sucks. I hate it, someone make a petition to stop people from being horrible. And the racism, god I hate it, I could mention something and feel horrible and someone says it's okay, and yeah, it'd be okay because it wasn't on purpose or even bad, I would have just not thought what I said and HEAVILY apologised after, but there's so much racism on purpose and people being sexist on purpose, I'm so generally scared to mention my mother is black to these people or that my cousins are Asian to them because they'll act like they found the list city of Atlantis and start asking all these random questions, and I'm so scared to bend down or admit that I like cooking to my classmates because of the sexism, and coming out as bi in my class didn't help either, because god, the racism and sexism? Horrible, kill it now, but the homophobia and transphobia? My friend group gets called the fa word, so much, I got called a furry fa once, and my trans irl friend gets purposefully deadnamed all the time and harrassed to the point he has snapped and beat up a classmate for deadnaming him and harrassing him for being a trans demiboy. I'm so sick of it. Stop making files (iykyk) jokes, stop supporting Trumpet, and pull your heads out of your fvvking a$shol3s and grow up, for God's sakes.
