╭──────────.★..─╮ unknown, a call…. ╰─..★.──────────╯ an orcapond srp . unknown motives provided orcapond with known intentions. intentions to come back to shadowclan. intentions to be with her family again. intentions to be there, and yet, still lurk in the shadows. and so, now she is back. and she feels…unknown. weaselstar, a cat so different from the one she fell in love with. her weasel - back then he was weaselcharm - was obsessed with his plants, with exploring, with being intentional with his loved ones. now, he is forever stressed, forever too busy. did orca ruin things between the two? can she never talk to him again, will her fear hold her back? she longs to know what he’s thinking. does he miss orcapond? is he uncaring? does he forget she’s even there, some days… and her kittens, oh her kits! it was like she was a stranger to them. one, two, three, she has failed them all. her fear of their birth, the commitment, the pressure, made her vanish into the woods. her time as a loner was a contemplative one, and yet, she doesn’t regret it. perhaps it was the thing she needed to spur such loving commitment. but now her kits barley know her name, and she feels they’re too old to get to know her. the new kittens are here, and they aren’t even hers. there some strangers….did weasel love them? what is meant to be her role? an unlikely mentor, a mother-figure, or a mysterious stranger weaselstar urges them away from. is it bad she wants more kits? she’s getting too old, she can’t keep up as much. does weaselstar even love her enough, because she couldn’t do it alone. unknown feelings lurk in her soul, for what is this new love? so misplaced, so late. poe has hurt so many, and yet here she remains, watching as they move on. is she forever to remain….unknown, by her kin, by her loves? perhaps it is best, in the end. oh, to be unknown ────── ⋆☆⋆ ────── my baby is so sad and its lwk her fault. like wdym she’s like, oh jk i want kids and to be loved and stuff?? like baby you are the ripe age of EIGHTY EIGHT MOONS ?! get out. i still love her so much though, and if any of her family is reading this, we need to rp !! even if you’re weasel’s kids, the new litter! i need to respond to all my rps….theres like five…. im almost done yapping but! i never even thought about the idea of her having another litter. unsure if she’s too old, im assuming? she’s about to be an elder….but id really like it to happen. sigh
