I have some....Emotions and dysphoria.... --------------------- SAY IT! --------------------- Names names names Get them away make them to blame I cannot breathe I cannot think My foot, my mind, im on the brink SAY IT! Call me by my NAME Call me by MY name Call ME by my name Not hers not hers not hers Not hers yes his not hers HER! Get it out! Get it out! Stop it! Stop encouraging my doubt! I cant cry I cant cry Men cant cry, is that a lie? SAY IT! Say it say it say it Or I’ll quit, split, and spit TOO MUCH! Too much! Speak to me, pry it from my clutch My name my name his name MY NAME THAT BRINGS ME SHAME My name his name his name HIS NAME THAT SPARKED THE FLAME HIS NAME HIS NAME HIS NAME It is mine! Mine to claim! SAY IT! Simon, say it till it fits Simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon simon Its so foreign, is it fake? Is it really mine to take.. Im swaying….and swaying….and swaying My mind is fraying….fraying….fraying SAY IT! Or Ill rip it from your lips And Ill bleed it on your hips Speak the word yell the word Say it make it STIRRED Oh pour oh pour oh pour HEAR MY NAME MY EMOTIONAL GORE Get out get out get out get out Come back, come back little sprout Say his name say it loud No not his, mine to be proud Say MY name and speak it true Or I’ll tackle and break YOU Help me help me help me This is not how it’s supposed to be I am kind and I am brave I am meant to help and save Who am I Who am I Who am I “Si! Si! Si!” SAY IT! Say it please Please im begging im on my knees See me as a man See me as the man I am What am I to you? Am I someone you knew? I cant take it anymore I cant take the wounds that I bore A man a man thats who I am Only if I follow the program Someday Ill be me Who I am meant to be For now, just say it Say it please Call me by name One that brings me shame One that sparked the flame One that is truly mine to claim Say it -s...i...m...o...n ------------------------------------
