⭒. ──. ˚₊‧ ✩ ‧₊˚.── .⭒ wooo !! one whole year of dearwhisper !! to celebrate you all get this self roleplay !! i actually spun a wheel to decide if he would get character development or not, and it landed on yes !! (you can see the actual results of the wheel inside the project) and so he gets character development. enjoy !! — Dearwhisper found himself in the territory again. When wasn't he in the territory? When was the last time he had actually talked to another cat? Socialized? Done anything outside of his warrior duties? When was the last time he had spoken to Darlingglisten? He couldn't even remember the cause of their fight. He had just, stopped talking to him. What happened? What ever happened to the little Dearkit, ever motivated to get stronger, fight more, work for his clan. Be deputy one day. Where did that go? It seems like, when he received the title of Dearwhisper, something changed. What happened? What was it? What went wrong. Dear tried to rack his brain for something, anything, one cause, but he couldn't think of anything. Did his father's death really have that much of an effect on him? Dearwhisper was always alone. Even in this self-made solitude that he had created. Loneliness out of being too afraid to get close. Too afraid of losing anyone else. All he ever did was lose, and not gain. When would it be his turn to gain? Was this Starclan mocking him? Taking away anyone who he had ever appreciated? He never thought he would admit it to himself. He was afraid. Scared little Dearwhisper. Scared of losing anyone else. But in that solitude, maybe the one he was losing was his sense of himself. Who had he become? Dear certainly didn't know. He couldn't even recognize himself anymore. He had to change. For the better, this time. It would take a long while, but realizing that he had to change was the first step. Change. He slowly made his way back to camp. — WOO okay dear is officially out of his emo arc. well, he's trying his best. ok ? he still has anger issues and is really stubborn and has like no close family left but he's probably getting the cat equivalent of therapy now. so. art by me on scratch bitmap. i drew it in english class like a week ago instead of doing my work. so. appreciate it please LOL ⭒. ──. ˚₊‧ ✩ ‧₊˚.── .⭒
