...I don't know what to do... ...I've procrastinated and it's coming back to bite me... ...I feel like I'm growing distant from some people... ...I feel like I barely know some of them now... ...I've gotten tr!gg3r3d so easily the last couple weeks... ...I've been eating less... ...I keep getting rejected by jobs I apply for... ...I'm losing it... ...I'm breaking... ...I don't know how to fix this...
I guess this is all I am now...heh...