Rain God, I hate it. But how you looked under the rain started to make me second-guess myself. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- It started last May; May 2037... You came into class, and I didn't know better, but for a guy, you did look very pretty. Your eyes almost seemed to shine like bright diamonds when you talked about something funny, something you called... "Cutesy"; I didn't know what that meant, and also I didn't know how to act around you... Maybe it was a crush, maybe admiration, or maybe just the sick fact I loved you. But I slowly realized; You liked the rain. The one thing I hated became something precious to me because... You liked it. You played in it with me that day after class. It made my heart flutter and bloom, like how a spider lily blooms when it finds bl00d... How did I find you? How could I have found you, innocent and sweet? I'd do anything... Anything at all to keep you like this forever. I loved the fact that you were sweet; I wanted you to be that way forever. I never wanted someone to come along and ruin it. Until someone tried. Tried to control you. I hated them for it. I hated almost everyone but you. Our fight, our silly little fight, kept playing in my head after that. How I "couldn't control" what you did, but you knew you'd come back. You always knew. You needed me just as much as I needed you... So yes; You'd come back on your own. Though I hated waiting, it took you 2 weeks to come crawling back... So, of course, I had to welcome you back with open arms. Not because of pity, but because I care about you. You know who you love more than anyone, don't you, Lucian? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- omg my typinj is gonna fry me holy #doomedBL fr lol
So like i'll be adding art n stuff soonnnnn but for now I'm not cus I don't rlly have time... BUT WHEN I DO I CAN! SO uhh, these OCs are named Hiai; (he's japanese; his name means sorrow and or grief) And also Lucian (he's american!!) i can kinda give a description or not i dont rlly feel like it bro.
