I act so loud but in my head is a quiet voice telling me youre not good enough I could write a million things wrong with me I don't have a room I sleep on the couch I live with bugs everywhere I have anger issues I probably have adhd or autism but my family is too poor to go to a doctor but nothings wrong because apparently my mommas the only one who can be tired and be angry I cant have a room to myself because I have 2 siblings 2 bedroom apartment and my momma and papa get a room my younger brother is so annoying I wish he was nicer I have dandruff I have yellow teeth I hate myself I'm so friendly but at home I'm so angry and mad they pmo so bad I have all f's I'm probably going to get held back I'm so unmotivated and no matter how hard I try I always spiral back into being a horrible person before anyone cancels me for my behavior and reveals this before I can.. I used to be a darkshipper but I'm still healing so please don't be mean I'm trying my best
I love god but please never let him plan again lolollll I'm such a cornball
