I say I have no words to give to you and yet I keep writing about you. I understand you don’t like me back. I can see that now,I so desperately wanted you to love me the way I love you filled my mind with delusions that romanticized everything, every interaction, every conversation. How do I grieve something that was never mine for me to lose? Somehow I can’t bring myself to forget you. I couldn’t convince my body and mind that I never really loved you. Hating you would be like hating a part of me. Nothing lasts forever except for the scars that were left in my heart, I fear those are forever for me to keep. When loving you I held on tight to a deep pain. You have broken the heart of the girl that loved you more than she ever will love herself , When I think of how much I really like you it’s embarrassing I thought “I would do anything for a hug from that boy” and guess I really did a simple hug from you would cure my soul it truly would .
