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Yes, I am being genuine about this. I'm sorry for not being active, I know nobody really cares since this account is so small and irrelevant nobody will notice. There's reasons as to why I haven't been posting lately. Here are some: 1. I'm forgetful— I forget Scratch exists and forget to post, my memory is bad so I don't remember most things. 2. Lack of motivation— I don't have a lot of motivation to post, and I also don't like showing off my cringey drawings and dumb au stuff. 3. I get bored easily— I'll have a rush of ideas, then not do it. I hope it makes sense, most times I forget the ideas anyway. 4 I'm lazy— Again, this is similar to being unmotivated. I want to make things, but I'm too tired to do so. 5. I'm busy— As of now, I've been very busy with school so it gets so jumbled that I forget to post. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Again, I know this probably isn't important to most people, but I hope it's at least important to one person. I will try to post more, but I can't guarantee this will happen. I don't like showing my drawings or au concepts/ideas to other people. But as of current, I don't have my phone so I can't do much rn. Sorry, I hope I'll be able to fix this. ============================================= Edit: I've been struggling mentally but I'm currently trying to get better. I'm glad I have people to talk to, such as Aoia and Azul who have helped me and understood what I was going through. Big thanks to them, as talking to them makes me feel happier and more joyful about things. I'm glad I have this people, if I didn't I would probably be gone. Special thanks: Aoia - Thanks for being a good friend and helping me over the time we've been friends. It's almost been 2 years since we became friends, and I'm happy I have someone to talk to when things become difficult. I cant thank them enough, and I really do look up to Aoia as a person, saying how much they've been through. They've always pushed themselves over the edge to be there for people, and I could never do that myself. I really thank them again for helping me learn and grow as a person. If Aoia is reading this, thank you for not leaving me immediately and staying when I needed help with my mental health. _ Azul - I always thought about how funny and helpful they were, and how much personal stuff I told them. They didn't hate me for it, and helped me change my ways. I would always talk to them about anything. Even things that people would back away from. We've always got a long even when I first met them on Roblox. I always thought it would be a random stranger I would never see again, but I was wrong. Without them, I would've struggled with coping and use hurtful ways to cope with my emotions, possibly hurting and affecting other people aswell. If Azul ever reads this or finds this, thank you. You've helped me learned how to cope properly and be myself. I thank both of you so much for being here for me, and staying with me even when things got messy. Its okay if you don't read all of it, but thanks so so much for being there. I can't thank you enough :'] I hope I'll be able to post more, but idk