I tried my best to make the lyrics as correct as I can, if I messed up then just send me the lyrics, anyways: Requested by @_bloodlight_ 1- Old Parker: Hey, can we talk? Parker: Na I don't really wanna talk right now Old Parker: That's okay, you Never really did I've been screaming every day "Please let me out!" parker: Hold up Let you out? You couldn't protect Yourself I was protecting you Old Parker: You were protecting me?! Parker: Yes protecting you, everybody in This world was rejecting you Nobody out here could accept you Old Parker: No, everyone could Except you that's The problem that you have man, you build Walls up and hid behind the shame and I guess that I'm partially to blame I don't know what to say Parker: Don't explain! You're making No sense to me It kind of all just sounds like a guess to me Old Parker: Bro, your trauma made Me just a memory Ain't nobody in this world remembers me Parker: So you wanted them to hurt you? Old Parker: Man that's not what I'm saying Parker: Well you basically are Every time that you Told me I took it too far And your ex left you cause You're way too emotional Old Parker: Man I did what I was supposed to do Parker: No you didn't! The world Made you hit your limit And then I got distant that's what I'm tryna Tell you but you just won't listen Old Parker: What I'm tryna tell you is We're both broken, My heart's open Yours is closing parker: I don't give a damn If my heart is frozen! Old Parker: You don't wanna be yourself? Parker: I had to free myself Because it just kept happening! Old Parker: Go see a therapist Instead of just rappening Or it'll just keep happening! Parker: You don't think I ever Get tired of maskin' it?! Old Parker: I don't care if you do Cause the more that you are Means the more that I'm vanishingand I Really just want myself back again 2- (I know you so well, so well, I mean, I can do anything that he can, I've been pretty-) Past Self: "Hey, I'm back, can we talk?" Parker: "Man, whatcha wanna talk about? Last time that we did, I felt lost as hell." Past Self: "You chose to box yourself (for a reason)." Parker: "Then what's the reason?" Past Self: "'Cause everybody inside of this world don't love me." Parker: "Man, you don't even love yourself, you put every other person above yourself." Past Self: "Man, I had to... you don't know what it's like to be alone." Parker: "Oh, I don't? Man, I'm stuck with you, I put every little bit of my trust in you" Past Self: "You closed off, now I'm stuck in you, I've been ducking you" Parker: "Man, I'm scared of my past, the person I was would've broken like glass" Past self: "So the person you are now is better?" Parker: "(I'm not saying that)" Past self: "Well, then face the facts, put the person you were in the place you're at, and the person you are in the grave and past" Parker: "In the grave and past? You make it sound so damn easy" Past self: "'Cause it is" Parker: "(but it's not) " Past self: "That's the reason why I'm even saying it" Well, you better start praying, kid Parker: For what? Past self: (For help) 'Cause everything you done is a problem to yourself. Except you won't change, you blame every other person for your own pain 3- I hate talking to myself now I hate feeling this way I hate talking to myself when When my mind's on two different pages Hey, it's about time we speak It's been a rough week, I don't wanna talk now If I do, then I might open up and I'll cry I don't wanna let it all out I don't know who you are anymore Man, I used to be so proud I don't know what you're doing now I ain't eight in the week, and I'm feeling so weak I don't know what to do when I'm this low I ain't talking to friends, I ain't talking to mom I don't know what to do when I lose hope Ain't nobody in this world will accept me Everybody already does except you And it's hard when you're not talking My legs ain't working (you're not walking) My mouth ain't moving (you're not talking) I'm way too tired ('cause you're not sleeping) And you're killing us both And it's hard to keep watching you do it alone I just hate that I feel this way When you're doing nothing to make changes Then you're always gonna feel the same Just hate to see you feel the same Yeah I hate talking to myself now I hate feeling this way I hate talking to myself when When my mind's on two different pages, yeah I hate talking to myself now I hate feeling this way I hate talking to myself when When my mind's on two different pages
