everything is empty and friend doesn't feel the same. idk if yall have noticed but my activity has dropped since last year but i've been feeling like absolute crap for such a long time. i'll be here, spectating, and making very slow progress to whatever i'm making. truth is i want to be so much more and my mental state is so fried that i literally cannot think at all. it's not like i've been very active as most of my days are spent spinning around in my chair daydreaming about being famous and blah blah blah. half the time i don't even know why i'm upset and blame in on something completley unrelated. i'm choosing to not post anymore because the only thing i can push out are joke posts. and the occasional low quality comic. i don't know how to word anything so i'm just writing whatever the hell comes to mind so im sorry if none of this makes sense
